Thinking about your ex in music

Today it’s been exactly one year since my ex courageously phoned to me to lamely tell me he “thought it would be better to stop” after one year and a half of being together. “I can’t cheat”. His so-called explanation words still resound in my mind. Brrrrr… And I still don’t get it. Heh. ‘Guess I was a deceived girlfriend and he didn’t know how to tell me. Still, he’s a coward and a liar. HEY, C.! IF YOU’RE READING THIS BLOG TODAY, YOU’RE A BLOODY GUTLESS COWARD! NOT EVEN DARING TO ANNOUNCE ME THAT IN FRONT!

I’d lie if I say I didn’t suffer your decision, but as you can see, I’ve learnt to live -and veeeery well trust me- without you, even thought I believed I couldn’t. I’ve been supported by people who really cared about my pain. But you know what? In spite of all my anger, I hope you’ll find or maybe already have found someone who could fullfill what was missing in me.

Farewell, C. my dear coward ex

Art © ~TchibiLara